Rudyard Kipling"
“When you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldier”
General Douglas MacArthur"
“We are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.”
“It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.” “Old soldiers never die; they just fade away.
“The soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.”
“May God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .” “The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
“Nobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
“It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Who is afraid of May 13? By Commander (Rtd) S THAYAPARAN Royal Malaysian Navy
Saturday, May 13, 2017
Malaysiakini :“When our government is spoken of as some menacing, threatening
foreign entity, it ignores the fact that, in our democracy, government
is us.”
- Barack Obama
COMMENT | They say we are afraid
of what we do not understand and if this is true, we should be afraid of
May 13 because we do not really understand what happened that day. Each
side has a narrative, the official narrative and narratives such as
author Kua Kia Soong’s which I happen to subscribe to.
They also say that ignorance breeds fear, which again points to why
we should be afraid of May 13 because many people are ignorant of what
happened on that day and are fed a steady diet of fearing the other, of
losing power but most importantly, of their religion in danger of
becoming irrelevant.
I have often referenced May 13 not because I wanted to be provocative
but because especially in the alternative media, the issue of May 13 is
not provocative enough. In ‘Ghost of elections past’,
I wrote - “So the reality is that all these ‘ghost’ from our past don’t
really scare us any more, not because we have not learnt from them but
because there are more than enough monsters in our present to give us
pause.
“If we discount the bravado of those who would make light of these
threats of violence and those who would propagate such threats, what we
are left with is the certainty that the only option we have is to vote
with our conscience and let the chips fall where they may.”
However, because threats of racial violence have been normalised in
this country, because people in power have Janus-faced agendas towards
Malaysians of different ethnic origins, what we have become is numb to
threats of racial violence. We are also cavalier to the very real
threats of Islamic violence that lurk around the corner, hatched in the
hearts of zealots raised on a diet of religious and racial supremacy and
stamped with the imprimatur of foreign devils.
What really is terrifying of May 13 is the way how the state uses it
to demonise Malaysians based on ethnicity. The people making the
threats, the aggressors become the victims and heroes of their own
narratives, and Malaysians who do not subscribe to orthodoxy become the
villains and scapegoats for all that the system has wrought.
A really interesting complex example of this can be found in Lim Kit Siang’s blog post
- “Ex-top cop Yuen Yuet Leng confirmed that the May 13, 1969
‘urination’ incident at the Selangor MB’s residence was totally
fictional as he never heard of it although he was based in KL during the
riots.” Readers are encouraged to read it because Lim references an email by former top cop, the late Yuen Yuet Leng (to The Sun
daily) in a discussion about a very specific lie against the DAP
leader. I’ll quote the opening because I think it summarises what most
people forget about that day -
“While I appreciate your article in general summarised well what I
wanted to be known to the nation on what were greater truths, I have to
make clarifications. Information I imparted are in deliberate interest
of objective nation and so that nation gets the right tutoring message
and feel strongly why May 13 incidents should not ever be allowed to
happen again either because of too much insensitivities or too much
sensitivities on any side.
“The major redeeming factor in 1969 was the courage of non-racial
Malaysians who were still there to put to shame the worse of their
respective communities who rampaged, hurt or killed. This best of
Malaysians dared to risk their lives in saving or sheltering fellow
Malaysians of another ethnic community.”
Official narratives
Readers may not really be interested but one of the reasons I began
writing about the state of our nation was because of a public
disagreement I had with Yuen about the Bersih 2 rally. In a response to
his piece, I wrote by first establishing my credentials - “… having
worked with his predecessor, the late Tan Sri ‘Jimmy’ Khoo Chong Kong,
who was assassinated by communists in Ipoh. I worked with Khoo in
Kuching where I was the resident naval officer and a member of the State
Executive Security Committee.”
Readers interested in such subjects should track down my piece, ‘Abandon immature rhetoric of our past’.
Here is the ending which I think sums up the piece - “Lastly, I end
with this rather telling quote from Tan Sri. ‘The timing is such that
there appears to be a united front against the government, and this
frightens them.’
“Firstly, there seems to be a united front against the Barisan
Nasional. I think this difference is very important. For far too long,
this refrain of being ‘anti-government’ has been labelled against the
‘opposition’. The opposition is not anti-government. It may be anti-BN,
but this is par for the course in any mature democracy, and I think we
are indeed a maturing democracy and that we should abandon the immature
rhetoric of our past.”
The consequences of May 13 have had far reaching implications. I have
argued that it heralded the birth of the Malay middle class and the
social engineering that came after it changed the racial landscape of
this country.
It also meant that the opposition had to fight all its political
battles with one hand (sometimes even two) tied behind its back.
Actually, if you have seen the brilliant David Mamet film ‘Redbelt’, the idea of fighting with one hand tied behind your back has deeper intellectual and moral implications but again I digress.
The only reason why there has been a slow change in this lopsided way
of fighting is because the hegemon is failing, mired in infighting and
stumbling because of the corrosive effects of unchecked corruption. The
alternative media and the anonymity of the internet mean that the market
place of ideas has destabilised the official narratives of the state.
I think most young people today are not, and should not, be afraid of
May 13. What they should be concerned about is the threat of religious
extremism that is invading our public and private spaces. Combatting
this is difficult because race and religion are not mutually exclusive
in this country.
I would argue that the official narratives of the state about May 13
is the earliest example of “fake news” but no matter, apparently we are
living in a “post-truth” world and ultimately people will be afraid of
what they do not understand or because of their ignorance.