Rudyard Kipling"
“When you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldier”
General Douglas MacArthur"
“We are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.”
“It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.” “Old soldiers never die; they just fade away.
“The soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.”
“May God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .” “The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
“Nobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
“It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Gratitude ain't nothing but resentment misspelled by Commander (Rtd) S Thayaparan formerly of the Royal Malaysian Navy
Friday, February 08, 2013
"The only thing that will redeem mankind is cooperation." - Bertrand Russell COMMENT Since
pro-opposition media (solely) do not inform my political stance and
since the general election is creeping up on us, I thought I would just
address an issue that has some currency in pro-establishment circles and
is a very overt propaganda tool of the current regime inflicted on
Malaysians. The issue is one of "gratitude" and before I go
further, the usual caveat applies. I write as a pro-opposition supporter
who speaks on behalf of no one but himself. On this subject, kudos to
Universiti Utara Malaysia law student KS Bavani for declaring her
political sympathies outright and not having to do the uncomfortable
explaining when pro-establishment types unearth her political party
leanings. If
you are going to take stands against the status quo or against
conventional pro-establishment ideology, credibility demands that
everyone is aware of the platform you are speaking from (if any).I
do admit though, I cringe whenever local leftist point to good old
"Che" as a source of inspiration. Surely, Parti Socialis Malaysia (PSM)
can come up with relevant and perhaps geographically correct icons for
their young adherents and I do not necessarily mean Rashid Maidin, whose
ideology is often willfully confused with socialism. However, back to "gratitude". Every time Umno hegemony is threatened, this old canard is dug up and thrown in our faces. Every
time this issue crops up, and depending on the partisan nature of the
media concerned amongst the civil comments, you will discover the
rantings of (especially) Umno race supremacists or DAP apparatchiks. I
would really love to put them in a virtual cage together. I wonder what
happens when delusional brainwashing meets hypocritical groupthink. Former prime minister Dr Mahathir Mohamad has added his particular
venom to this meme when he declared that Tunku Abdul Rahman "had done
worse" when granting citizenships to the non-Malays as a "defence"
against his own black operations in Sabah. So added to the idea
that we (non-Malays) should be grateful is the threat that our
citizenship is suspect. The Malays, on the other hand, should be
grateful to Umno for protecting their "rights" which seems to include
being subjugated to a particular form of Islam (I am not being seditious
or insensitive here, seeing as how Umno has declared that they have
been chosen by God or Tuhan or Allah) and sheltering them from any kind
of egalitarianism. Citizens (Malay and non-Malay) who do not
subscribe to this dogma are considered ungrateful interlopers or race
traitors. One rather provocative expression of this kind of thinking is
the idea that "nobody consulted the Malays when citizenship was granted
to the non-Malays", which was part of our Merdeka deal brokered with our
British overlords. My question is did anyone consult the Orang
Asli when it was discovered that their lands were part of the greater
‘Malay' diaspora? Did anyone consult the ‘Malays' when the various Malay
rulers in the great game of British imperialism carved up their lands?
Were the indigenous peoples of Sabah consulted when their land suddenly
enjoyed an influx of newly-minted citizens? 'Melayu sudah bangun' As a former pro-establishment spin-doctor told me, it is not that
"Melayu mudah lupa", it is just that for a certain section of the Malay
polity, it is "Melayu sudah bangun". What Umno fails to realise is that
they have endured for so long because a majority of Malaysian were
apathetic and this to Umno translated to "gratitude". It
was anything but. Beneath it all, was years of resentment building up.
Politicians from both sides of the divide played up the communal fears
and expectations, which was the real social contract. This
resentment takes many forms. Class and race politics are conflated with
religious issues. Malaysians regardless of race - thanks to a resurgent
opposition, a freewheeling alternative media and a regime involved in
its own internal power plays - suddenly find themselves having to
address their issues of resentment in a very public manner. As
far as the presence of non-Malays in this country, forget about the
historical distortions and the racial re-engineering. The most credible
argument that the rot of fascism is present in any political entity is
when political parties (for instance) demands "gratitude" from the
electorate. What the Biro Tatanegara (BTN) courses have done
remarkably well is to divert the sense of resentment of the Malay
community away from Umno towards the non-Malay communities. Fortunately,
for us non-Malays, Umno has been derelict in its duties towards the
Malay community that after years of affirmative action, the community
still are unable to compete with their fellow Malaysians and their
community being racially re-engineered to suit the hegemonic purposes of
a political party that was supposed to "protect" their rights. The rhetoric coming out of Pakatan Rakyat is that the alternative
alliance is better suited to this goal than a decrepit infighting BN. Non-Malays are resentful that they are constantly told to be grateful
for citizenship when their presence here has contributed to the economic
viability of this country. They are resentful that laws are applied
selectively where proponents of the regime are allowed a measure of free
speech while those associated with oppositional politics operate under a
sword of Damocles. They are resentful of racial policies meant to help
the disenfranchised but were in reality used to consolidate power. For far too long this regime lectured us that we had to give up certain
rights for the greater goal of peace and stability. Public
demonstrations were anathema to our so-called Malaysian values and they
were detrimental to the economic well-being of this country. We were
told that we should be grateful that Umno and Umno alone protected us
from the forces that would destroy the delicate fabric of racial
harmony. In just one day, the Jan 12 Himpunan Kebangkitan Rakyat
buried that lie. Never mind the numbers but the reality is that a large
mass of people congregated with diverging political, religious and
social agendas and it was not the end of the world. It could be an
indication of the end of the Umno world but that is another story. We are all in this together I wish more non-Malays participated in the event because it was a
moment in Malaysian politics where for a certain section of the voting
public, our aspirations and resentments was an avenue to express our
dissatisfaction with the current regime. The only gratitude that one felt was the feeling of gratefulness that for that day at least we were all in this together. The
irony is that the longer Umno stays in power, the less likely Umno will
be able to make the case that the public should be grateful for what
Umno has given. The longer the split within the Malay polity, the more
evident that "gratitude" asked is a morally and intellectually bankrupt
proposition. The more citizens rediscover the history of this
country, light shines on the lie that non-Malays have to be grateful
towards a specific community through their self-appointed political
guardian. Let me be very clear. I will never feel any gratitude
towards any single community for my place in the Malaysian sun. I expect
none in return. This is our country. We (and by "we" I mean every
single Malaysian regardless of race and which includes political
alliances like the alternative coalition) helped build it and nothing
will change this fact. However, this does not mean that
gratitude has no place in the discourse. For Malaysians, whichever
"side" you are on, who have attempted through rational discourse in
spite of differing perspectives to make this country a better place, I
unearthed my copy of Alexandre Dumas's ‘Count of Monte Cristo', for a
line which best describes my attitude towards gratitude: "Be
happy, noble heart, be blessed for all the good thou hast done and wilt
do hereafter, and let my gratitude remain in obscurity like your good
deeds."Malaysiakini S THAYAPARAN is Commander (rtd) in the Royal
Malaysian Navy. The headline of this piece is a corruption of a title of
a book by Harlan Ellison, that great American wordsmith.